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[ Jack sleeps for a long time. Probably longer than he has in years, and in a way, that's restful. It's a deep, dreamless sleep where you lose a sense of time. But the problem is, you always have to wake up.

The first time he wakes, it's in pain, and Jack's screaming turns into laughter as he holds what's left of his arm. He actually can't believe that he's still alive, because when he'd gone down, he'd thought for sure that would be it. He'd be following after Rhys right into Hell, just like he'd been hoping. But, no. No, he's still here.

The second time, it's stranger, because there's that different realization beyond hysteria that the arm is gone, just like... Well, a lot. It's something he dwells on for far longer than he would like, but eventually, sleep overtakes him after he takes the most meager meal he can.

The third time, he decides he's tired of being in here. He's well aware that there's no one here that would give a rat's ass to come check on him, but that realization doesn't really bother him much. He shifts with a heavy groan to get out of the bed, then starts to gather up the supplies that he might need to tend to himself. Thank god for Nisha, he thinks. If she hadn't taught him how to patch himself up, well—

His hair raises on the back of his neck with the sudden sensation of being watched. That fonder memory disappears, and Jack looks around, towards the vent first, but then, the door. His heart sinks in his chest, but he doesn't look away, even though he wants to. ]


—Uh. Hey.

Date: 2016-07-18 01:55 pm (UTC)
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[ Despite everything Elizabeth is quick to rush forward at the view of Jack's pain. It's instinct. Call it a honeymoon for her emotions - the one that weren't self-centered - but she feels pity.

She feels turmoil, honestly.

Her pain and suffering is nothing compared to what had gone down in her wake. She's still here. She's physically unharmed. Her body is hers again (she thinks). Fiona, Jessie, Clover, Frankenstein, Hancock, Jack, Rhys, Light - ... not so lucky.

She keeps her distance, afraid she'll hurt him. Afraid he'll think she'll hurt him. Hovering a foot away with outreached hands, reluctant to offer comfort despite so badly. She doesn't think of Angel - Elizabeth can't stomach it. ]


...

[ His reveal was the second of its kind. Her trust - was it worth it? She betrayed Hancock and here is Jack lying his cards on the table. ]

Don't.. don't tell me if you have a role - I'll -

[ She blames herself. Her vision shaky, nervous pupils as she clenches her fist. ]

If you had told me earlier, I could have killed you too. I could have gotten away with this...

[ She feels sick. Handsome Jack saved them all?? What the fuck! ]

Date: 2016-07-18 02:51 pm (UTC)
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This whole time.... I was someone's puppet and - you and everyone was the collateral damage.

[ Why? Why is she partnered with this responsibility? It's abuse. It's an abuse of knowledge. Hancock died because of it and she can't bring him back. It's her fault and every time she thinks of herself - thinks about what she truly is - she gets angry.

She watches as he struggles, helpless. Completely helpless to truly help him. She can't be there for him, not when she's not sure if she's able to trust herself. ]


I didn't tell anyone about Hancock. Even if he died when he was a suspect, I - I refused to tell anyone even if it would save his life. He trusted me with that.

[ He speaks and everything is like a dagger. She deserves it. She knows it's only the truth. ]

I'm glad you did. I'm glad - I'm ... [ She looks away, wiping away at her eyes. They succeeded but she's standing here. She's proof that there is still a murderer walking among them. ] I wish I would have been killed. You would have accomplished your goal. You would have been one step closer to leaving.


[ She didn't know. The entire trial she didn't know. The flurry of emotions had taken control of her - so many things crumbled at her feet. This was the only time since her awakening that she recalls someone looking at her like she was use to. Not out of fear. ]

I maimed you like - like a fucking animal. [ Wow three f-bombs, new record. She holds back a sob. ] There's no reason for you to put such faith in me. Without you to have stopped me, ... everyone could have been at risk. I don't know if they are still at risk.

[ Another soft sob. ]

Thank you.

Date: 2016-07-18 03:59 pm (UTC)
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[ They're going to kill her. She knows it. She knows that the very next few days will be her downfall. Part of her doesn't blame them - they had seen Elizabeth betray their most valuable and precious friends.

She walks around like a ghost for their sins and they'll try valiantly to rid the world of it.

What do you do when you find this out? To find out your entire life - you weren't what you thought you were? It happened in Columbia. She was some.. freak. Some absolute atrocious experiment for the world to gawk at. To worship as the Prophet predicts her rise to power. Here? She was a monster.

Jack's pain - everyone's pain - eclipses her own. She's that good-natured to try and put her fear of her safety aside. To know she deserves it since she should have burned like the deceiving witch she was. ]


What...?

[ She does step forward. Foots tentative. Her raspy, dry voice returning to a tone he was more akin to. Her sweet, innocence gone but after everything... she finds herself advancing to him.

She's angry, don't misunderstand. There's plenty of questions. ]


Rhys - [ Oh God. His name... she had been so unsure of him but he was willing to - he stopped her from drinking. ] A conversation for a later point. Him... Angel... I need to think - you need to rest.

[ Care, her voice drips with care. ]

How can I help, Jack? I thought I was helping Hancock. I thought.. I thought I was helping everyone.

Date: 2016-07-18 09:11 pm (UTC)
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[ As selfish as it is to drag him through the mud, to scorn him for what Rhys told her - she wants to. She wants to vent to someone, partially out of her own experiences. Would she ever get to tell Comstock to rot in hell? To knock a false God off his pillar in Heaven? No, after tonight, she thinks not.

The conversation, she knows, has to wait. ]


I don't know how I feel. We need to talk. We need to talk about everything. There's only so much you can handle and I can't - [ She looks to his arm, flinching a bit. ] - I can't put you through that. It would be cruel.

[ SHE SAVES YOUR FEELINGS. ]

It's not possible! No one knows if they're - [ Her voice cracks, a raspy cry as she's standing right in front of him, inches away. Clutching her fists at her size. ] No one knows until it's too late.

[ But, here he goes asking her a question she's not ready - ]

I... I don't know. I'm not a gunslinging hero, you know! I can't even use my powers. I have a target on my back after this. After everything.

[ She truly has to think. She doesn't know how she feels about Jack, but he can see the sincerity in her eyes as she looks to him, trying not to lose her composure. ]

I could ruin you.

Date: 2016-07-19 12:44 am (UTC)
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[ Honestly, it's the guilt that keeps her here. There's so many things she needs to yell at him about. So many things she needs answers for. Their conversations... his words, her actions - had he been truly lying to her? Knowing he did the exact same thing to his daughter? Elizabeth could be dangerous. She created worlds where civilization crumbled. People died. She could never wash herself of that blood. She heard the story he told during the trial, but...

Was that why Comstock locked her up? Was that why Jack locked Angel up?

Those answers are waiting, but she can't formulate the approach. She's tactical - carrying in the constants and variables instead of relying on her bitterness. He can see her hands try and carefully hold onto his bicep, as if trying to catch him before he stumbles. He's standing - wounded like a caged animal - but in the moment she prepares to fall (she thinks) he actually embraces her.

He hears the air escape out of her lungs. He hears the swallow of spit. He feels her try and keep her body from against his - his own wounds, her own guilt - eating away. Her breath is there, a soft cry as she just stands there. She accepts it. Like a baptism, she accepts the repentance of her sins. His words drowning her so vividly that if she didn't catch another breath, she'd drown.

Fitting, wasn't it?

Elizabeth cries, choking on her words when she can finally respond. She's disgusted by Jack. She's not sure if she hates him, but she feels indebted. He technically freed her. ]


I don't want anyone to feel this. To feel used. To be used. [ Oops. ] I'm so sorry. There's so many things -

[ Elizabeth breaths after their 20 minute hug is over, his embrace calming the goosebumps down her arms. ]

If Alice doesn't know about them, can we use this to our advantage..? If we seriously commit to this. To bring down the trials and these abominations.

[ Elizabeth grits her teeth, her hands clenched. ]

They need to suffer. Every creature needs to feel pain - emotional, physical, spiritual. [ Her eyes look different, like a girl now a woman. ] We need to destroy them first before we get out of here.

Date: 2016-07-19 05:39 am (UTC)
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i'm keeping that comment, i don't care

Date: 2016-07-19 12:49 pm (UTC)
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[ LOOK, THIS MOMENT IF WEAKNESS FOR ELIZABETH is just like the moment Jack had. It cost him his limb. It cost him his entire sanity. Whatever he had left of it. By this point, Jack could very well snap her neck. Choke her. Shoot her until she bled for her sins. But, instead, he embraced her in a human kindness unlike any she's felt.

She's weak.

So very weak to that.

Her composure collects, building itself together and replacing it with someone Jack doesn't know. He's never seen Elizabeth in this way and quite frankly, Elizabeth's never felt that way. Even with the anger of finding out her parents locked her up... kept her prisoner to her own thoughts , she never felt this vindictive.

She's violated. Her skin not hers. Her flesh of mortal and mistakes.

Elizabeth wants to destroy these creatures and part of her wants to destroy Jack - but luckily, she collects herself with that one. She'll wait. She'll hear more. ]


There were a lot of times, Jack, that I wanted to kill whoever locked me up. [ Elizabeth monologues real quick. ] I thought of how I would want to. Quick to end it and get me out of there? Slow, to watch them lose all hope like I had? -- The point remains, whether my feelings for you remain in favor...

[ Shiiiiit ]

Our goals are the same.

[ :( :( :( :( NO THEY'RE NOT.

SHE LOOKS TO HIM UNAWARE, abiding him and giving him the datapad. ]


What...? The files? You found something...

Date: 2016-07-20 02:20 pm (UTC)
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[ When you have next to nothing to lose - what will you do? One name flashes in her mind.

Booker.

She wants to get back to him so badly, to return to him and escape to Paris. Such a dream is childish now. So irrelevant... There were better things to do than mix peas with porridge. Elizabeth acts on her own bitterness, her own guilt to get her to this point.

She knows there's a time where she will question if she can really kill him. To avenge Rhys, to give redemption to Fiona - to Angel. She doesn't know facts. One conversation, she repeats, one at a time.

Where she sees his datapad filling with dumb programs, he sees promise. He sees opportunity.

As it's passed, her eyes begin to scan. It takes a while for her to ready through it, but she repeats: ]


Pelagic Genesis...?

[ She's unsure, but as he says something, it strikes her. ]

So there's more. [ She says matter of factly. She doesn't blame him - transparency is an acquired trait. ] How far have you sold your soul for this...?

[ It's not exactly demeaning, but she's exhausted. Confused. She sees Booker in him - a man with debt, in some form or another. She's reaching, and he can see her sympathy turn into a clenched one, teeth tightening together the more she reads.

The part with the aliens are interesting, so she stays silent, after. It takes a moment for her to finally part her lips. ]


Infected. I'm not the only one being used... and you're suddenly saddled with this insurmountable responsibility. How many others are there?
Edited Date: 2016-07-20 02:21 pm (UTC)

Date: 2016-07-23 10:10 pm (UTC)
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[ She reads over them, trying desperately to find something he may have missed. The girl was foolish, it was evident as such before she hands the datapad back. ]

Huh. I suppose those in the future lose their poetic flare.

[ DAMN. She's a little cold, but honestly? Selling your soul for a lead isn't above most. Especially if it could lead to salvation. Elizabeth falters, her hands clutching infront of her. He can tell she's nervous. He can tell that despite the anger and need for revenge... she's growing up. Pulling from mindsets where everything will be okay because it's evident that couldn't be far from the truth. ]

So... memory loss is one of the biggest indictors. Alibis and memories not lining up. Jack, I - I honestly don't recall bringing the wine to Hancock.

[ She says, sad as her eyes peel from him to an unsuspecting wall. ]

The turret, the ivy - ... I just remember painting.

[ Elizabeth looks down, thinking of Rhys. Thinking of the words he said during the trial, how quickly he ripped away at the "lies" Jack told her. She doesn't know how to feel - not that she was terribly close with Rhys but he did so much to save her. Even for a stupid vendetta.

And now? She thinks of Fiona. ]


I'll keep in touch. Don't talk to me in public. I don't care how you feel about me - whatever... whatever moments we shared, how you viewed me... it doesn't matter, does it?

[ A beat. ]

I won't trust anyone again.

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