Jack I'll do what you want me to do. I just hope this doesn't mean you don't like me anymore? I know that's weird because you're... you and I'm me but I like you a lot and you make me feel safe I think you're one of the reasons I'm still alive, which. I'm sorry I lived and you didn't. It should have been me instead and if I could go back I'd fix that Rhys told me that I shouldn't want to die and that I shouldn't be suicidal but I think that it's just plain fact that you're better for the ship than me. This isn't fair. I'm sorry.
If you don't want me to bring Angel back then I won't. sometimes people ARE better off dead. Sometimes being alive is worse than being dead and if that's what you think she needs then I'll listen but I'm always up for bringing people back for you Jack. I'll make sure you get what you want I promise.
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Date: 2016-08-30 11:48 pm (UTC)nvm
Jack I'll do what you want me to do.
I just hope this doesn't mean you don't like me anymore? I know that's weird because you're... you and I'm me but I like you a lot and you make me feel safe
I think you're one of the reasons I'm still alive, which. I'm sorry I lived and you didn't. It should have been me instead and if I could go back I'd fix that
Rhys told me that I shouldn't want to die and that I shouldn't be suicidal but I think that it's just plain fact that you're better for the ship than me. This isn't fair. I'm sorry.
If you don't want me to bring Angel back then I won't. sometimes
people ARE better off dead. Sometimes being alive is worse than being dead and if that's what you think she needs then I'll listen but I'm always
up for bringing people back for you Jack. I'll make sure you get what you want I promise.